During a chat with a friend, was discussing how individuals differ in their motivation to perform. Realised and have been realising that I am not a strongly self-motivated person. Need constant stimuli, if i'm to move on! I'm not self wound. Need that spark to ignite, key to wind, or even a dagger over my head to wind up. Constantly seeking inspiration, the absence of which instils a bogged down sense of ennui, that seems to creep and extend its tendrils with alarming speed. Have to keep chopping them off and de-tangle before its too late. Being a true piscean, get submerged in deep waters, and have to come up for air and sunshine too!