tumbling thoughts

what is it that I regret,
what did I actually expect.
what is it that I earn for,
but even now dare not implore...

you remember, when memories are lost;
or when one is outside your thoughts.
but, the essence very much there, fermenting
the oneness and warmth still haunting.

the same ole crap, 'soulmate',
mustve seemed too chaste.
a soul akin, a mate truly dear
sadly, couldnt last or endure.

while I stand alone by the sea shore,
hurt and dulled by the thud of the door;
the waves seem to gently remind,
some things in life do not rewind.

Watched a series of movies. Sometimes wonder is it only we who watch so much?? i mean is it not meant to dwindle with age, this 'passion' for watching the flicks?? Anyhow its been more of hindi this time and ofcourse one english going by a suggestion from a fellow blogger!
Rocket Singh, 3 Idiots, and a slightly older one, Wake up Sid. Funniest thing being liked all three. Dint go all ga-ga over any of them, but still, cmon they were highly watchable. Ofcourse pick up stuff, ony with a slight indication of 'its got something different factor'. Well the expectations didnt go awry. And yes found out that Ranbir Kapoor has this cool demeanour, or rather his acting 'style' is sort of underplayed, a thing which you find hard to find in bollywood. He is cool about the entire process, and mebe some would feel he hardly 'acts'!! Well, each to his/her own. None of the above movies had anything serious or very touching (though had miniscule parts), all light movies, but still would like to think Bollywood has come a long way, able to come up with refreshing creations not always throwing the obvious on your face, with the glare and blare and contrived characters and scenes! Phew, were almost done with those!
Seven pounds was an entirely different genre. It was a very intense movie, a bit slow but reaches to you in an instant, grips you and makes you wring, cringe, weep and sigh. Sort of haunts you for a while.
More like a book, and led me to think that a good movie or its termed as good by self, when you are left with a feeling of having read a good book,- the characters live, events all most real, and when it somehow finds its way into your inner self and moves or rather stirs up your dormant emotions!
And as these two have featured, wouldnt want to leave 'music' far behind! Recently got hold of a online radio station, and was like getting back to my first love!! :)
Resolution has been to try and be more organized!! Plan out more, phase out more and do more. Well, lets see how it goes...