Tuesday, October 18, 2011

do i have a Multiple Personality Disorder or what?! Keep swinging like a yo-yo, sometimes tethering on the brinks of one, almost spilling over into the other! Geez! who am I? Why cant it be all in one mould, why do i need to switch souls or bodies or watever! Its weird. And even as i type, can sense a different mood surging in, something else taking over, more assertive, dominant mebe even wild! this part of me guess am tentative about letting it out, in the open, not sure of confronting what might follow, or how it would be taken. Ms.Jekyl n Hyde...its unnerving to say the least, disgusting at times, pretentious at times, and plain madness at times. Will it ever merge or am i to alienate one from the other, something which i did try to do, but 've successfully failed!! This happens to many?few?all the time?sometimes?they survive?flounder?mould?break?rise?fall?emerge?vanquish?grow?diminish?exist?vanish?