doobo is mein...

ooooh!!! love this ad...cant seem to get enuf of it!! started with the haunting titilltating music, and has had me hooked on for the past few weeks!!

dead end...sorts

quit. at work place. had to do it. repercussions are looming large, but have brushed them aside for a while. somehow feel such things happen in a predetermined preordained chain of events. had been feeling lowish for some time now, and nothing seemd to happen that would/could lift my spirits and then it had to culminate in this... self worth get its jolts and boosts, along the journey of life, and this is one juncture, where my self worth came into harsh scrutiny and had to shake myself free of the worth-factor dumped by others, and emerge with a clear and defined picture of self. Not sure where i go on from here...but well, take it as it comes, and yes its going to be tough, have to battle it out..

flashback

as the strains of the song, floated by, was carried to a distant place, moment, where memories seems so fresh, green!! the melody seemed to seize me and flush me with those very emotions that i was doused in seems-like eons back. caught me by complete surprise the strength and intensity of those i'd-thought forgotten feelings. the flash of the mobile when the world around was deep in slumber, the surprise call midway through dinner, the loong wait that late morning, after a late late night call, the swerve taken and the fear that gripped the occupants of the fida, the only song that was hummable, in the long playlist, the limp goodbye, the crazy days, the crazy events, the crazy me...was it me??! so these things can never be erased, become an integral part of you, the inner you, where a very few have been let in, the real you!!

kasoor kya hain??
jus not fair...

As I feel the cool breeze,

Brush past me;

Sense a stirring within,

Of a distant dream.

To feel, when you’ve

almost forgotten;

Hear the beats

Almost muted.

Heart brims over

With know not what;

Nor wish to know

Why or why not.

Just to know or feel

as a touch of breeze;

just to know or sense

a tangible presence...

Damn!!

Miss you!